big plans (nyc)

Have you forgot? 
All we did 
All you said?

The late nights where you promised 
that you'll be there in the morning 
and every morning after 
and i believe you....
     until I woke up alone.

     And then you came back 
     and put on an act 
     like you never even left 
     that shit don't sit right 
     cause before I felt down
     then picked my head up 
     and just when i forget 
     you appear to remind me 
     that every thing is fine 
     must have been a dream 
     not surprised by your scheme 

Fine, you win 
lets pick up where we left off 

    when you told me it was the end 
          fuck a lover, I needed a friend 

I think back to the car, the last time we held hands 
I knew in that moment, things will never end up 
                                                               as we planned.