Que pasó? (boston)

I wear the pants 
you got me 
Somebody else 
takes them off me. 

That's not right, 
right?

What was once 
beautiful, pure, love 
is now lost 
In what world 
does this make sense?
All mixed up 
thoughts and emotions 

I wear the pants 
you got me 
Somebody else 
takes them off me. 

That's not right, 
right?

What happened? 
Tell me...
Are you happy?
with somebody else...
Are you still 
with somebody else?

Why them? Over me?
Can I blame you? 
Not really
I wasn't who 
I promised to be 

Days passed 
then weeks
now months 
still, nothing. 
Both of us 
too stubborn 
to say hi 
to break first.

Would I go back? 
If I could 
If you would 
I'm not sure 
Maybe 
It's not the time 
Maybe, 
It never will be 

Does true love fade? 
Disappear? Into the wind 
Or is it permanent? 
Eteched into our heart 
Like words written in concrete. 

Were we in love? 
Like we said we were
Or were those just words
Was it more fun, to pretend? 

Because you said you'd always be here 
you said 
you'd never leave. 

But here I am 
without you
no closure, 
a text
a phone call 
but that's it.

Couldn't even look into my eyes
and tell me 
goodbye. 

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